If you aren't Stitch I advise you pay no attention to this. [14 Jun 2003|12:27am] [ mood | crushed ] David, I home you can understand.. I have every right to get a phone number from someone I consider a friend, wether he is asking me out or not. I don't even know Chad well enough to ever say yes. And until you stop running around fucking other chicks and thinking its okey with me think again. If I got anger or jealous as easy as you do, then I would never have given you what I did. Hell, I would probably hate you.Don't tell me you love me and then go fuck other fucking girls. I didn't do that to you. But you didn't ask me out. I am single, remember? You don't have any right to get pissed at me. Thanks to your jealous fucking attitude I said.. .. And I regret it, because I was pissed. I said yes to Chad after you got pissed. I don't even.. like him. At all. He's a friend to me. Don't think you can treat me like you are the victom here. You aren't. I love you, and I hope you know that. I really do. I don't understand why are you mad. Originally I just got his number to talk to him. I mean, I have Stalkers number, and Jesse's number.. I am capable of holding simple friendships with guys. Please atleast try and understand this. I'm gonna break up with that dude because I don't like him like that. And I never should have said yes. When I am mad, I just do the stupidest possible thing. It really hurts me when I hurt you. I'm sorry. I'm alomost sorry I met you for putting you and myself through shit. I can't do anything right and this I have always known. THe guy was nothing but a friend .. Excuse me while I cry. ¥u|<î ‡Tainted Thoughts‡

Friends Only! :P [10 Apr 2003|11:46am] [ mood | blah ] Hey, if you are a friend of mine and you are trying to take a peek at the latest- LOGIN! And then look. Heehee. So anyway- if you aren't on my friends list, contact me! =P (leave a message) <33 HIME ( 6 ) Drowned In ‡Tainted Thoughts‡

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